I’m only making my culture from now. I have never had culture which I could call my own. The thing is, absolute sad thing as it is, is that it takes long time to make a culture.
I will be 70 years old when I finally know I’ve made my own culture and can somehow enjoy it. Then I will be dead.
What enjoyment can there possibly be? It’s a sheer pain and tears to make your own culture, to make others convinced, to change the world around you.
I am doomed in that sense and I have no hope. I know that.
But it’s ok. If you are my friend.
